Y'know, I've been thinking about
this post for a long time. First, thank you to all who gave input and comments. It means a lot to me to know I'm not the only one who asks these sorts of questions and seeks answers from my Father.
Anyway, I've tried and tried to think of what to say, and a lot of prayer has centered around this topic. So, I'd like to respond to a few things concerning the previous' posts' video. Please understand that this is what God has taught me so far, but my lessons will never be over until I am Home and sitting at the feet of my Daddy. Then & only then will I have that true and perfect understanding of God and His ways that I so long for here. This is written in love, and not meant to offend any. If you are offended, then please pray and ask God why He would not let me get away with not responding in this manner. Here is what I feel I must say:
It's so true that Christians forget that others have at least some understanding or perception of who or what God is, & perhaps more of them are closer than we think. Christians do get caught up in all our terminology and knowledge that we forget our whole goal: to be a witness for Him whom we love.
However, I
personally am not convinced about seeing this young man in heaven solely based on the information we have in this video. There are a few verses that I'd like to share concerning what evidence I have here.
"You believe that God is one. You do well; the demons also believe, and shudder."
-James 2:19
"For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will also be ashamed of him when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels."
-Mark 8:38
"My Father is glorified by this: that you produce much fruit and prove to be My disciples."
-John 15:8
I don't know about you, but some of those words scare me. Acknowledging that God exists is not enough - He wants our lives, He wants our love, He wants a commitment from us. If we say we love another human being, but never do anything to show that love, no one would ever believe our love. If I told Mari every day I loved him but never did anything to prove it (never talked to him, never spent time w/ him, never listened to what he said, never shared any part of my life with him other than the token "I love you"), do you think Mari would be able to keep up this relationship by himself? Of course not!
It seems to me that God kind of expects the same thing out of us. Being a Christian has everything to do with our commitment and our lifestyle, it has actually little to do with the words we say at any point in our lives. (Of course words mean a lot, too, but they're not everything.) I told Mari on our wedding day that I would love him until death do us part. However, if one day I
renig on that commitment, the question people should be asking is not "Why don't you love him that much now?" but "Was the commitment you made with him a real one?"
Please understand that I am not attempting to judge him; I hope as much as everyone that somewhere, somehow God will or has touched his life and he will know the love and hope I do. But I am not the one to make the decision of this man's heart - that is God's:
"For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart."
-Hebrews 4:12
"But the Lord said to Samuel, 'Do not look at his appearance or at the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for God sees not as mans sees, for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart."
-I Samuel 16:7
God loves you. He loves everyone. And He knows your heart. He "is not willing that any should perish, but that
all might come to repentance. (2 Peter 3:9)" He doesn't just want your head to be filled with knowledge of Him - Faith and love are what He is all about, those conditions of the heart that last forever.
So, the question still remains: Do
you believe?
And if you claim to be a Christian, then the question is even more difficult to answer: Are you living a life that your Lord can look at and declare "Well done"? Life is a hard journey, and the expectations are high. Where is your trust and hope? Who's strength are you turning to to accomplish the race?